There has been a lot of chapters that have gone on in my life in the last 8 years.... I think alot of it needs to come out into the open about what is going on in my little world......
It all starts 8 years ago a junior about to go into her senior year of high school has a drastic change happen to her..... She watches her first husband be shot by her own flesh and blood parents. I know WTF but yes its true this did happen. In the meantime while this was taking place i was also trying to prepare for a young child to come into this world.
in the fall of 2003 i gave birth to my son Connor Irvin Braeden..... That was chapter 1 of my story the life of my son has just begun.
Chapter 2 of my life i got remarried to my now ex husband which that is another chapter. But with the marriage of my second husband came 8 months later the birth of my daughter Gabrielle in the summer of 2005.
Chapter 3 a happy family till another tragedy struck our hearts in the summer of 2007 i lost my second daughter Emmah Anastasia Faith. She was born still on the 14th of july.... sadly that chapter didn't have a great plot because we never found out the cause of death to this precious angel......
chapter 4 drama prevails in the family....... my ex started cheating on me with my best friend while i was pregnant with my fourth child.... i was in a fragile condition in and out of the hospital and in the mean time he was running with her all over the place. after the birth of my 4th baby Keira.... my so called husband wanted to have me plus the other woman and so because i was selfish and said no he wanted to get a divorce well he wasn't sure what he wanted so he wanted to see how this relationship was going to go. in the mean time i went to live with my sister and started to get my life on my own..... when i had come back it was still drama but my husband was treating me like i was the mistress and needed to be kept hush hush.
While this was going on i met the love of my life and decided after fighting for over 18months to get my marriage i had to decided to walk away from it and start my life over with someone else.
Chapter 5 was the start of the new me...... In october of 2010 my divorce to my second husband was finalized i was relieved i wasn't stressed any more there was no competition and meeting my finace dean he showed me what it was like to be happy what is was like to be treated the way i should be treated. and now a year into our wonderful relationship we are planning a wedding for the 13th of july 2013 and a new chapter will begin.....
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